[EDITED] Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and you changed my whole world, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means. In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I was lost and you've rescued me some how. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, And I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means. When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, I can't help but break down, and cry. Oh yeah, break down and cry. It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me.
Studies and nothing else? Is this what I really want? Actually no.
Yes, I can't get rid of the heaviness in my heart. I just felt dead. But how? I need strength to carry on. But somehow I can't find it anywhere anymore.
God, I pray that miracle will happen. But I know what I'm hoping will never come true. I finally understand what does it mean by "heart pain". I can't cope, I can't cope with everything. I've cried too much this month :'( But I just can't control my emotions.
